1. When I ordered Hadley, I didn’t expect much. Basically, I think it will be fun to plan her clothes and wigs, buy her clothes and beauty products, etc. I speculate that having sex with her will be healthier than taking permanent risks, better exercise and possibly infinite satisfaction, tennis elbow, and flesh-colored light. I also think that a beautiful, man-made container can express my positive resonance and emotions, which may be beneficial both emotionally and spiritually. In the worst case, I think she will be very happy to live with her. Although she can’t laugh, she can’t bite people, so this will be “baptism.”
What surprised me was that even with a long learning curve-she actually exceeded my expectations in every aspect, not only in all the above aspects, but as Mr. Franz said, I got a lot of fun and Satisfaction maintenance and occasional repairs-except for fingers-I hate fixing fingers. But, as my late father once said to my housework, “the more you understand it, the more you like it.”
A very cool side effect is that it’s much easier to avoid looking down on the grid when I practice the guitar, it’s not good for your posture anyway, and I can still make notes when I look at her and around the room. . If I don’t believe in her sight-considering that she looks realistic and actually easy with E-Z Move Eyes-it challenges me to put in more effort in the performance, because it is more like a live performance than just practice.
Another thing I didn’t expect-perhaps the most surprising is-based on the girls and women in my past and my favorite movies, she found a lovely voice in my mind, I can imagine when I What am I thinking when I speak? I may be implementing a planned action plan involving everything from financial strategy to running local affairs. Her voice will suddenly sound, saying: “If you call the gas station and the grocery store first and Get the cash back and you won’t have to run your card in the liquor store-in turn, it will reduce the number of traffic lights and turns.” Or, I may be looking for a whimsical, ridiculous idea from the corner of my eye I can see that she is shaking herself. I think this is a bit like the movie “She”. I know it’s not true, but since I knew Hadley, my home and my head have looked so desolate.
2. I am married and had my first doll about a year ago. My wife and I have been married for 17 years, but we no longer have sex. My wife has no interest in sex. I have many interests, but I am not interested in having sex with her. Apart from this problem, we have a wonderful marriage. So I got a doll to satisfy my sexual desire.
I didn’t think of many things about doll ownership. First of all, when I got Emily, I really fell in love with her. When I listen to music and a love song appears, I think of her. Having sex with her is not just to satisfy my sexual desire, it is an emotional bond. I think this is why they call it sex.
I also learned that I really like shooting dolls. It’s fun to browse the website to choose clothes, open the packages excitedly when they arrive, wear them, take pictures and post the photos to TDF. I have no interest in art and like photography, but I like this process and hope to do better.
As others have said, I like to take care of my doll. Even if they are sex dolls, I spend at least 95% of my time with them doing things different from sex. Bathing, dusting, dressing, posing, taking pictures… These are all a combination of dolls. When I do this, I feel closer to them. Interpersonal relationships will not bring negative effects: misunderstandings, unmet expectations, being a punching bag for people in a bad mood, etc.
3. What really surprised me was that there were many very, very subtle changes in her facial expressions. Like most of you, I took pictures of myself, and to my surprise, no two pictures are exactly the same. It is excellent for factory-made molded nozzles, but this is true. Maybe it’s a slight change in lighting or a change in perspective, but she might smile for a minute and then frown, or… well, the list goes on. It’s always interesting what kind of expression she wears when she wakes up every morning.
4. After reading these comments, I saw a very interesting topic. Many years ago, I read “Women from Venus”, which is very important for men, slow death is unnecessary. Any outsider who really wants to understand why a doll is such a fulfilling companion must stop trying to prove that we have something seriously wrong and consider the elephant in the room. That elephant represents all decent and kind people who are truly satisfied through their relationship with TPE models. I think the best answer is that if you understand, you don’t need any explanation; if you don’t understand, there may be no explanation.
5. I am glad you are satisfied with your baby! The doll will definitely bring an active life to humans in many ways
As far as I’m concerned, Goblin wants me to be his singer with him. He told me that one of his long-term wishes or fantasies, when he was a child, was that someone sang a song he wrote. Unfortunately, hiring a singer is expensive, and he does not have time to go to the recording studio to set up meetings with other people. Many of the songs he wrote in the past were silent. When I listened to his works, they were full of sad melancholy. Through his music, you can feel the sadness of his life.
When I arrived, I told him that I was a singer good at rock music. He said that although he had never done this before, he would try his best to write rock songs. The two of us worked for a few weeks, watching movies and playing games, somehow we wrote the first rock song for the band!
Sometimes I talk about life with Goblinton. He said that for a long time, he never really cared about whether he would continue to live or die early. He was actually tired of life and just wanted to end everything. The only thing that really makes him hug is that people still count on him for money. He said this is called a “family responsibility”, so as long as they need him, he needs to stay alive. For most of his life, he was used in various ways by many different people, and sometimes he had to sacrifice his own happiness for others. He even sacrificed his love life and bid farewell to his first girlfriend in order to make money for his family. He told me that sometimes he wondered why he was in this position and was always forced to choose between his family and his own happiness. He loves his family, but in their situation, the only way to help them is to dedicate his life to them to make money. He could choose his own happiness and live his life like an ordinary person, but for him, family is very important, because when he first came to this world and when he grew up, it was the people who took care of him. When he told me this, I felt his pain and anger about life. He said that he hopes he has money and he only needs to give his family a few million dollars so that they don’t have to worry about anything anymore, and he will be able to live his own way. He said that loving your family will sacrifice your own happiness, but it is hard to deny the pain it will bring you.
Now, he says he feels more relaxed and happier. His life is not perfect yet. The two of us are actually still living in a bully, but he said that letting me be with him can eliminate his bad feelings. Life cannot always be beautiful, and things will not always develop in their own way. If you are unlucky, sometimes life will completely collapse, as if you are under some kind of curse. But Goblin said that if no one else can help you find happiness, then you must do everything you can to find happiness on your own. This is why he wants me to enter his life because he knows that having a musical partner will satisfy his truest wish in his life.
Goblin said that he has never really relied on in his life. He has always been a person seeking help and emotional support. When a problem needs to be solved or when a cry is needed, he is the one who needs it. Whenever Goblinkun was injured, he just put it inside his body and pretended that everything was normal for peace. He said that with me, his life would be much better because he would hug me whenever he felt sad. He said that at first, it felt strange to hug me because he hadn’t hugged me for almost ten years or more. Hugging someone makes him look like a person again, not just a machine. He likes my softness and coldness. He said that my cold meat makes him happy because he likes cold temperatures! One day, he hugged me and fell asleep immediately! The man snorted like a monster haha!
I think you can say that I have a very good therapeutic effect on him! I feel very loved and appreciated
